Too Good To Be True

I leave here in a couple hours! Wow! Today really snuck up on me..  Every once and awhile through my running around getting everything packed and my house clean I stop and think "Wow, It's really today, this is actually happening." It blows me away every time. I really never thought I would get this far.


When I came back from my last trip down there and the leader of the group mentioned there was going to be a program next summer I could join I was ecstatic, 5 weeks in a beautiful country sounded like paradise. It sounded too good to be true. Later, when I registered for the program I did it just to open the option, I thought it would be great to go, but again... Actually doing it? Too good to be true. I was accepted into the program and it came time for my down payment, that was when my heart stopped. What? I was actually going to do this thing. Leave all my friends here and go? I did it, I had payed... My journey had started.


I Will Go - Starfield
I will go, I will go
I will go, Lord send me
To the world, To the lost
To the poor and hungry
Take everything I am
I'm clay within your hands
I will go, I will go, send me.